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I wrote lyrics to the piano composition "Lost World" in attempts to release my feelings about a harsh subject. These lyrics are mainly about losing a very close friend of mine. Not to anything illness related, mostly the decision of the others who he hung out with were far more important than I was. 10 years we stuck it through until one day he decides I'm no longer visible to his eye. It's painful, I'm still struggling with the loss of my first friend. In fact, I don't know if I will ever be able to heal the sore spot in my heart after all that we've been through. He was a perfect human being in my eyes until suddenly my opinions or feelings didn't matter. No one will be able to heal the goodbye I had to say.

Instrumental that follows these lyrics: Lost World - myuu

Lyrics that I conjured: Lyrics

I might actually cover these lyrics into a full fledged song, but I'm not quite sure. Don't get your hopes up since I'm barely confident enough to sing infront of my family, so there's a low possibility I'll post it anywhere.

If you read all of that and took the time to "listen" to my song in a since, I appreciate it. I'm going through a lot of struggles and heartbreak off and on, so I've been a bit absent to the social media spectrum. 

And about the dice that I'm holding in this picture; When I first started befriending him, I was very reckless and enjoyed causing mischief. One of the small games we had in our 1st grade class were random dice that you can mess around with, but our teacher was always insistent on putting them away. I convinced him to steal one with me, so we both took one and put the rest away. Our teacher was very lenient with things at the time, and we kept them over the weekend. Monday, he got called to her desk and so on and so forth. I apologized for getting him in trouble and he didn't speak to me for a few days, but a few months back he finally admit that it was a blast keeping that thing and being a bit of a rebel. 

I never had to return mine. I still have that as a piece of my memory of him and what time we spent together. I cherish this, for it's what brought us closer together. Sometimes I go to look for it just so I can see that I still have these memories locked inside of a childish dice. Even though it was a stupid idea, in the long run it's probably one of my favorite memories with him. The first day we realized what our personalities held in store. 

Thank you all for reading this far if you have, and I appreciate the understanding and support from those who do.

Have a peaceful day.

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